my dream is to write a story that people like so much that they do fanart of it
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hello there! this was my fic blog. i wrote some phanfics. left up mainly for archival reasons, but ik some ppl come back to read.
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my dream is to write a story that people like so much that they do fanart of it
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Presented without comment.
EXCEPT to say- commonplacecaz.
“i’m gonna do it. i’m gonna write,” i whisper to myself as i continue to browse tumblr
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look all i wanna do is write a fanfiction so painful and heartbreaking that people tell everyone about how horrific it was and it becomes notorious and people message each other and warn their friends about it
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my hobbies include thinking of stories to write and then not writing them
You guys have no idea the extent I’m going to for research for the ‘fyi I like vagina’ fic I’ve been talking about in the tags and a few posts for too long now. It has something to do with 'the video that shall not be named’ and all the shit that went down with it (hence the fyi I like vagina shit). I’m watching old liveshows from the 'cold Phan’ era, I’m looking at old tumblr posts of Dan’s answers to 'what the —-video is,’ I’m getting a bunch of different perspectives from blogs I trust on why they believe in phan and what their takes are on the video, I’ve even threw a bit of betrayal in the mix bc I’m watching said video, and an analysis of said video (don’t even think about asking me for links and shit, because the answer is no).
I want this fic to be as realistic as possible, but still have an air of fiction to it, but this does require me to study dan and phil to a stalker-ish degree, via watching videos and liveshows and how dan and phil respond and react to things, mannerisms, and speech patterns, and even idiosyncrasies (which for dan is easier than expected, bc me and him are very much alike) and it’s ridiculous, yes. but i’ll reiterate that I want this to be as true-to-life as possible, so please bare with me.
Meanwhile, I’m writing too many fics at once, and along with being as close to an internet stalker as I possibly can without actually being a stalker, I can’t focus on just one fic and it’s killing me, so, again, bare with me.
Thank you :)